let's go to the park
i wanna kiss you underneath the stars
maybe we'll go too far
we just don't care, we just don't care
we just don't care...

you know i love it when you lovin' me
sometimes it's better when it's publicly
i'm not ashamed i don't care who sees
us huggin and kissin
a LOVE EXHIBITION oh

we'll rondes-vous on the fire escape
i'd like to set off an alarm today
the love emergency don't make me wait
just follow, i'll lead you
i urgently need you

let's go to the car
i wanna kiss you underneath the stars
maybe we'll go too far
we just don't care
we just don't care
we just don't...

let's make love
let's go somewhere they might discover us
let's get lost and lost
we just don't care, we just don't care
we just don't care..

i see you closin' down the restaurant
let's sneak and do it when your boss is gone
everybodys leavin we'll have some FUN

oh maybe it's love you're turnin me on

we'll take a visit to your mama's house
creep to the bedroom while your mama's out
maybe she'll hear it when we scream and shout
but we'll keep it rockin'
until she come knockin'

let's go to the park
i wanna kiss you underneath the stars
maybe we'll go too far
we just don't care, we just don't care
we just don't care...

let's make love
let's go somehwere they might discover us
let's get lost and lost
we just don't care, we just don't care
we just don't care...

if we keep up all this foolin around
we'll be the talk of the town
i'll tell the world I'M LOST IN LOVE
let's open the blinds cuz we really don't mind...

oh i don't care about proprieties
let's break the rules, ignore society
maybe the neighbors like to spy at you
so what if they watch when we do what we do

cousin, you needa stop looking at the wrong places and ending up with the wrong guys. you'll find someone, promise. and don't wait, you just needa let things happen. because thats when you find what you were looking for all along... and right when you least expect it.

<3-grace

aww gracie! the love note u wrote to peter was soooo cute! it made me sad. i wish i knew how u felt. =/ i thought i felt like that once, and i really do miss it. sux i always end up with fags and jerks nowadays.

I MISS YOU CUZ! last time i saw u was during that one family party. i swear, u and james are fuckin crazyasses. and i promise, no more speed racing. hahhahaha.

remember???

old lady at the coffee shop:*to james*"ur cute. i have a daughter who would look good with you."

james: "i'm not allowed to date anyone older than 21"

hahahahahahaha

grace: wait, so whats blue balls?

lmfao!!!!

here's what'll make u smile. =)

peter:*poke poke*

grace:haha babe stop. i'm trying to study.

peter:okay. *smiles* *poke poke*

grace:hahahaha babe stop!!! this is a very important test.

peter: hehe *poke poke poke*

grace:hahaha babe!!! i wont kiss you....

peter: *sad face* fine...

grace: *poke poke* hehe *smiles*

lol. u two are sooo cute!!!

man how i would give ANYTHING to have what the two of you have... 

<3-melis

OMG R U SERIOUS?????

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

o man, ur dad is so bomb!

i love my uncle!!! hahahaha

i can't believe it.

you know how much ur mom would go ballistic if SHE was the one that caught you guys??? hahahaha

how do u kno ur in love? im not quite sure. im only a year older than u... and we both have a  lot to learn.  but i think its along the lines of that special feeling not shared with anyone else... just u and him. that special feeling that makes u wanna sacrifice anything for them just to see them happy. that feeling that not only tickles ur pickle lol, but tickles ur heart as well. that feeling that is unexplainable, undefinable, unreal.

OMG GRACE!

NEW YORK IS FRIGGEN AWESOME!!!!!!

this is my place to be dude.

i wanna live her for the rest of my life.

i am in love with the sounds of taxis and firetrucks, the polluted air, the sleepless nights, how we havta walk to everywhere over here, the bums, and the diversity of the people. its friggen GREAT.  and omg i saw theeee hottest boy at the subway station today!!! he had scruffy hair and ripped jeans and had that "i dont give a fuck" attitude. omg so0o0o0o sexy.

ill be home in 2 more weeks!

be safe!

use a condom. hahahaa

<3-MELIS

hey!! hows new york???

I FREAKIN MISS YA!!!

summer is FUNNN!!!!

he's been coming over and we've been really sneaky lately.

i had a feeling we were gonna get caught... and ya, we did.

luckily it was my dad and not my mom...

so like he came over around noon and i thought it would be cool cuz my dad doesnt come home till like 3 for lunch. and he'd been coming over a lot and we hadn't gotten caught... yet. well ya, i was WRONG this one particualr day and my dad ended up coming home EARLY...THIS ONE PARTICULAR DAY!!! lol so anyway, i told him to hide in my closet while i ate lunch with my dad, and DONT ASK ME how my dad KNEW he was hiding in my closet... and at 1st my dad was like,"WHAT IS HE DOING HERE????" but my dad knows we would never do anything stupid so afterwards he was just like...okay. then surprisingly he goes,"okay guys! i gotta get back to work! behave urselves!" leaving us alone??? in a house??? in my room??? so anyway, we didn't even have fun the whole time cuz we were scared shitless that my dad was up to something cuz he was sooo chill about it! man, crazy day... this is something i'm gonna look back on with him and be like... man, we're effin crazy. hahaha

I THINK I'M IN LOVE COUSIN!!!

how do you know when ur in love?

<3-GRACE

I JUST CAME BACK FROM FLORIDA!!!

so00oooo hot there! and the people arent very friendly. but disneyland is like 10 times bigger than california's and so are all the other theme parks. a giraffe almost pooped on me lol. and i had MAJOR jet lag. i would sleep at like 5 in the morning andf wake up at like 2 in the afternoon. oh! and while on my jet lag spree, i saw nightmare on elm street.... that made have even more sleepless nights. overall florida was awesome. wish you coulda gone with me tho...  and I MISSED PETER MORE THAN ANYTHING!!! you too cousin. haha

next place, NEW YORK!!!

I'M COMING TO VISIT YOU!!!!

and i'm taking james with me. haha

it better be as bomb as you put it to be.

here's my list of things i wanna do while at new york: (not in oder)

1) take the stairs to the tip of the empire state building. (yes, the STAIRS)

2) streak across central park with you and james. haha

3) ride the subway

4) talk to a bum and ask him why he's a bum

5) take a picture with lady liberty

6) try and find every single place that Home Alone 2 was filmed at.

7) sing and run around at times square

8) go to TRL and yell out for JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE!!!! and stalk him.

9) find that cute boy you were talking about and get him to marry you.   

10) by the end of this trip i wanna be able to walk, talk, and dress like a "New Yoikan"

i cant wait!!!!

we'll PAAAARTAYY!!! woot woot!!! lol

anyway, i'm friggen tired so ill ttyl.

bye cuz!

can't wait!

I LOVE YOU I LVOE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU COUSIN!!!!

<3-GRACE

YOU LOOK GORGEOUS!!!

thanx 4 the pix.

very, very cute!

and  i luv how everyone sez the same thing under ur myspace pic "AWWWW U GUYS ARE SOOOO CUTE TOGHETER!!! AWWWWMUAAAHHH" lolz

i'm gonna miss u when  i go to new york...

tell peter to take care of u for me ya?

i love you cousin!

i'll keep in touch with u  i promise.

take care and stay beautiful!

<3-melis

HAPPY BIRFDAY MELS BELLS!!!!!! YAY WE'RE PARTYING TONITE!!! WOOT WOOT!!! =D

<3-GRACE

HERE ARE MY PROM PICTURES!!!

when i see you, i'll give u the real copies.

aannd my favorite...

lol =)

omg... did you know peter reads this???

how he got this link who knows. lol.

... possible YOU gave it to HIM???

lol oh well w/e.

its not like he doesnt know what goes on in my life anyway.

gosh melis, i am head over heels for this boy.

like i havent liked anyone this much since... EVER.

its a whole new experience for me.

like one of those cant eat cant sleep wanna hold you forever wanna never stop kissing you kinda thing.

dklsmklsmks! hes perfect. i'm waiting for the right time for me to point out at least 1 thing he's not perfect in. cuz i mean cmon, no one can be THIS PERFECT.

oh yeah, so MY 1ST PROM!!! as a little sophomore. lol

let me tell u about it: well the way he asked me was probably the CUTEST way anyone has ever asked me. so he calls me and is like,"hey babe, umm... theres something in front of ur house... like some rod type of thing..." so i tell my dad to go look, and he does and goes,"aww how cute!" and i'm like,"wtf is so cute about  a rod?" so i go out to look and my walkway is full of rose petals leading to a teddy bear dressed in a tux. the teddy bear is holding a red rose and right next to the bear is a camera and a note. and on the note it sez,"we would look picture perfect together at prom..." then peter pops out from behind a wall looking like the bear dressed in a tux and is also holding a red rose (HE LOOOKED SO0O0O0O0O0O FLIPPEN HOTTT BTW) then he asks me if i wanted to go to prom w/him. and i look like an idiot in my pajamas and no make-up. and i just hug him and keep kissing him while my dad is like...uhhh... hahaaha. then 10 mins later hes like,"u still havent sed yes or no..." hahahahaa

PROM WAS THE BOMB!!! it was at aquarium of the pacific. ALL HIS FRIENDS ARE FREAKIN ASIAN!!! lol. but they were all cool.    and and and.... well yeah, the night was pretty much bomb... especially since it was held at the aquarium.

MAN FREAKING COUSIN!!!!WE  NEEDA HANG OUT!!!!

<3-GRACE!

FAVORITEST COUSIN IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!!!!!

u havent been updating this thing.

then again, neither have i. lolz

i feel liek i havent seen u in ages!

i freakin miss u!!!

u see james more than me!!! wtf!!! lolz

but whatz goin on????

u and peter???

i heard u guys went to prom together.

how was that???

howd he ask u????

WHAT HAPPENED???

DETAILS PLEASE!!!!

<3-melis